Monday, July 31, 2006

1.Anong section mo this year?= no section - block lang. B3.
2. Adviser?= Ms. Lorie! :D
3. Anong club mo?= Wala pa. :p UP Euro siguro next year. :p
4. Pinaka mahirap mong subject?= Nat Sci 1 - boring kasi eh! >_<
5. Pinakagusto na teacher?= Ms. Lorie and Sir Coke
6. Anong student # m0?= 06-07238
7. Class number mo?= n/a
8. Pinakahuling ginawa mongkatarantaduhan:= uh. magabsent sa school nung grad practice and instead magouting kasama fleming. :p
9. Eh magbisyo sa CR?= magsalamin. :p
10. Naghihilamos ka ba sa CR?= Sa CR ng bahay namin, OO. Pero kung sa UP, eh... sa CAL pwede pa.
11. Anong paborito mong tambayn?= madalas ako sa katag. :p pero usually CAL pa rin ako. ^_^
12. Maganda ba grad song nyo?= HINDI
13. May nakaaway ka na rin ba?= Oo.
14. Sino?= kapatid ko. hehe. :p
15. Nag-vandal ka na ba? Anong ginawamo?= sa upuan ko nung 3rd year na upuan ko rin most of the time nung 4th year! :D
16. Ilang taon kang nag-aral ng HS?= Apat na taon malamang!
17. Sa canteen ka ba nag-lulunch or saclassroom?= di uso maglunch sa classroom sa UP.
18. Kung naaalala mo talaga ang HSdays mo, ano ang kulay ng uniform ngteachers mokapag Friday?= no uniform pag friday!
19. How was the prom?= not cool
20. Sino last dance mo nung prom?= potpot and fleming peeps. (sayawan to the max!)
21. What do you do after school?= iba't iba. :)
22. Ever cried in front of the class?= yup.
23. Did you bring your cellphone toschool?= Oo naman! Mahirap pag hindi. >_<
24. Did you log on to Friendster when inthe computer lab?= wala namang net sa computer lab.
25. May mga experiment papers ba kayonun?= mhm. :)
26. Sino palaging nagdadala ng food sainy0.?= er... Marami. :p
27. Anu-ano naman ang dinadala mo?= lunch. (ako tubig. :p)
29. Kanino ka humihiram ng notes?= Wala. :p
30. Eh calcu?= I have my own, thank you very much.
31. Sino ultimate crush mo noon?!?!= Walang ultimate. wahahaha!


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I'm 76% spoiled

IN YOUR ROOM, DO YOU HAVE
[ ] tv set
[x] cd player
[x] vcds
[x] dvds
[ ] ps
[x] radio
[x] computer
[ ] fridge
[ ] bathroom
[ ]posters
total = 5

ARE U ALLOWED TO
[x] party
[x] go to the mall with friends
[x] eat unhealthy stuff
[x] stay out til past midnight
[ ] have ur own curfew
[x] pick ur own school
[x] buy ur own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere
[x] drink liquor
[ ] curse
total = 7

HAVE YOU EVER
[x] talked back to ur parents
[ ] snuck out at night
[x] been "told" not "scolded"
[x] been out of country
[x]shopped til u drop
[x] been given more money than u needed
[x] felt u were heavily guarded
[x] spent thousands in one store only
[x] made ur parent(s) cry
[x] yelled at ur maid
total = 9

DO YOU
[x] have what u need
[x] get what u want
[x] travel a lot
[x] have a maid
[x] have a driver
[ ] get a high allowance
[x] do whatever u want
[x] have branded clothing
[x] have a credit card --atm eh
[x] eat whenever u want
total = 9

DO YOUR PARENT/S
[x] ever scold you not following your curfew
[ ] give u EVERYTHING u want
[x] trust you
[ ] buy you things for the sake of buying them
[x] give you "extra cash" when you're outsomewhere
[x] think u should have the best and only the best
[x] want you to be happy
[x] help you
[x] love you
[x] pay for the mess you've made
total = 8
mulitply the total number by 2 and repost thissaying "I'm --% spoiled"

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Someone named Jed Marvin Garcia texted me. He says he's from DLSU. Though, I'm not inclined to believe him as he won't tell me who his "friend", from whom he got my number, is. For all I know, it could be anyone playing a prank on me.

>_<

Friday, July 28, 2006

Wala lang

"Hello! :D"

"Hi! ^_^ ... Wala lang! :p"

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They say 'wala lang' means something even if it means 'nothing'.

In some cases, I suppose that's true. I have used this expression for a very long time and ever since, I've always used it to mean 'nothing'. :p I dunno... Wala lang. :p

Hahaha! :p

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It's Ate Hannah's birthday celebration tomorrow! :D



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I'm quite happy today. ^_^

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I sometimes wonder if the problem lies with me or not. This just isn't working. I don't know. I feel tension where I'm not supposed to. Sometimes I think I "create" these tensions, yet other times it's as if it's magically there. I don't know what to do anymore. I try. I know I try. -_-

*this is one of those If-you-question-me-I-won't-answer kind of thing.*

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

I just realized that I don't smile as much as I used to.

I don't remember when or why I stopped smiling as much and thinking that it's important for me to always have a smile on my face...

Hn... One of the things which I guess, reminds me of how much I've changed.

...

although... I somehow remember thinking that smiling as much as I used to made me feel... artificial. You know, as if most of the smiles i showed aren't genuine.

I don't know...

*sigh*

what nonsense.

Testimonials naturally make you smile. :) I read all of mine today, in both accounts. It made me happy. :)

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On a bitter note, I just saw my cousin's status: When will I meet... My own Peter Pan?

hn. I remember distinctly making up a quote where she pressumably got that one. Wala lang. I'm glad she liked it though... kaya lang hehe... ewan. possessive lang ako siguro. :p


someone from germany visited my site!

survey

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror
today, what was the first thing you thought?
+ no classes - I look flushed! WHY?!

2. How much cash do you have on you?
+ I wish I could say something but... man! I'm broke!

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?:
+ quest. :D

4. Favorite planet?
+ neptune. haha. :p nah, I like earth.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list
on your cell phone?:
+ no name - 09185560294. anyone know this number?

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
+ nothing in particular. :)

7. What shirt are you wearing?:
+ cmli shirt.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
+ no. only stupid people do that.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently
wearing?
+ I'm currenly barefoot.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
+ bright. ^_^

11. What do you think about the person who took
this survey before you?
+ Drex - talked to her a long time ago. Said my name was pretty. hn... never talked since. haha.

12. whats the craziest thing u've done?
+ underestimate social dance class. >_< then take it. arr.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
+ IM-ing Aaron.

14. What did your last text message you received
on your cell say?
+ They argued, he gave her roses the next day, chocolates the day after. Then he asked her to dinner by the beach under the stars. The girl was touched and asked, "Is this your way of saying sorry?" He replied, "No. This is my way of saying goodbye."

15. Where is ur nearest 7-11?
+ uhm... Intersection of T. Sora and commonwealth, I suppose... >_<

16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
+ a 'saying'? Er... I'm not fond of using 'sayings'.

17.Who told you they loved you last?
+ mr. toffee. ;P (amishu my dear! *mwah*)

18. Last furry thing you touched?
+ my dog.

19. How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past
three Days?
+ none. :)

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get
developed?
+ :-/ none.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
+ 14, 15, and 16. :)

22. Your worst enemy?
+ bad, narrow-minded people. :)

23. What is your current desktop picture?
+ er... it's a scenery. :)

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
+ "good night! :D"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks
or to be able to change a major regret, which
would it be?
+ a million bucks. :) Regretting things you've done will get you no where, so I don't regret anything. :p

26. Do you like someone?
+ not only one. xD hahahaha. :p it's just a crush.

27. The last song you listened to?:
+ some random old song manang was playing on her radio. (gah.)

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Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS
WITH A "K"
A: keithleen (hehehe, buo!)

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS
WITH AN "A"
A: aron

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS
WITH A "C"
A: cheslyn

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: no name 09185560294 - anyone know this number?

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU
RECEIVED SAY?:
A: refer to previous survey.

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON STRAWS?:
A: nope.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: yep

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE
GOING TO?
A: I don't know...

Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR
LIFE?
A: depends on your definition of 'cool'.

Q: WHAT WORD/S DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: I say a lot of words. :)

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A : tortillos

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO
SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: goodnight! :) to trisha.

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: sometimes

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE
DARKO?
A: nope

Q: DO YOU HAVE 2 go 2 skuL TOMORROW?
A: nope. :)

Q: EVER BEEN HAUNTING?
A: no. and I don't want to.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: I guess so.

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I
LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: wednesday. (haha! araw talaga eh noh?)

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT
NOW?:
A: sleeping

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: yup. lots.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: no.

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: yep

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: if that means an alarm clock set beside my ear can't wake me up, then yes.

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: by 'clean up', what do you mean?

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: Never tried

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT
BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: Ate Keith's house. :)

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: nah.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST
TWO WEEKS?
A: I haven't seen any movie. Grrrr.

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"Women are wiser than men because they know less and understand more." - james stephen, the crock of gold.

I act like I'm 20.

How old do you act? Put an x on all the things you
can do and find out how old you act!!:)

[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I can do my own laundry
[ ] I can cook for myself
[ ] I do my chores after being told once
[ ] I always do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[ ] I think politics are exciting
[ ] My parents and grand-parents have better
things to say than my peers

total: 3

[x] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm
sick
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[ ] I've never got a ticket
[ ] I watch talk shows and point out the
incredibility of it all
[x] I know what incredibility means without looking
it up
[ ] I drink black coffee

total: 2

[x] I know how to run the dish washer..and/or do
the dishes
[x] I can count in more than one language
[x] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[ ] I mow the lawn
[ ] I can wash my car
[x] I can make adults laugh..without being stupid
[ ] I remember to water my plants
[ ] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
[ ] I'm generally organized
[ ] I know the meaning of capital punishment

total: 5

[x] I can spell experience without looking it up
[ ] I clean up my own messes
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store with out getting something
I don't need
[ ] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[x] I listen to my elders
[x] I can type fast, because I type every day

total: 4

[ ] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office
or something like that
[x]I can watch politics and laugh
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast
changes every hour
[x] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[ ]I have realized that no one will take you
seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and
have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[x] People have said that I act older than I am
[x] I can be sent on an errand and not get side
tracked

total: 6

Now add up how many x's you have and put "i act
like I'm (number)"

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Close enough. :p

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Don't you just love the background music? I'm sure I do. :p

It's so relaxing and soothing.

I first heard this when I was 9 years old and since then, I've been listening to it every now and then. This together with the other tracks that comes with it.

*sigh*

If only it this one doesn't cut so suddenly. >_< I can't find other mp3's like this one, so it'll have to do. It's still nice to listen to anyway, no? :)

Ah well. I need to go off and buy some stuff for tomorrow's trip. :)

Just dropping by after watching episodes from Kyou Kara Maou. :p

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Yuuri's cute
Wolfram is ♥
Conrad is ♥
Gunter is adorable
Gwendal is adorable

*squee*

Friday, July 14, 2006

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Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

will be changing my background music since nasasawa na ako dito. hehe. actually matagal na, pero kasi di rin ako masyadong bumibisita sa blog ko. :p

Haven't seen the sun since tuesday

It's been raining all day and after two days of on and off raining, I'm missing the sun despite the cool weather I'm enjoying right now. I can't decide if I want the sun to shine on sunday or not. xD On one hand, if the cloudy weather continues, it'll be a cool day. On the other hand, it means we're in for a muddy day. >_< Not good.

I'm still feeling a bit woozy after my sudden uncomfort earlier this afternoon. I say 'uncomfort' because I don't know exactly what it was.

If not for that sudden illness, I would've said today was a great day. :)

Kas1 was spent playing games and although we did not win, what counts is we had fun. :) I'd really like to know my classmates' names though...

Tango is the new dance we're learning in Social Dance and it turns out that for every new dance, we get to have a new partner, which I think is really cool. :) I like the beat of tango better than waltz too, and the steps were much more fun to do. xD

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Kevin: Oh gosh, I hope it's not food poisoning... >_<

Thursday, July 13, 2006

hm.

Explaining is pointless because from what I've seen so far, no amount of reasoning and explanation (redundant, sorry) works.

(If you're confused, go one entry back and read. You'll see what I mean.)

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No classes tomorrow! I mean, today. xD

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Wag kayong kakain sa Katag - canteen ng FC.

Just this tuesday, Rejoice and I had Sinigang for lunch at Katag. A few minutes after eating, we began feeling sick, both our stomachs feeling as if we didn't completely digest the food.

A couple of hours later, I feel worse that I just had to miss my first class ever.

We felt as if we wanted to vomit, we were dizzy and we felt weak. We both had difficulty breathing.

What scares me is that this might be something serious and that we might have to be confined at the hospital, but luckily, I woke up this morning feeling great.

Although I still feel a bit weak and am still having a bit of difficulty breathing, I feel fine. :)

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"Smart people speak out when they have something to say. Fools speak out when they want to say something."

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*squee*

Monday, July 10, 2006

Ganun ba yun?? Ang batayan ng galing ng naproduce na estudyante ng isang eskwelahan ay ang dami ng numero ng estudyanteng naging aktibista??

I think not.

I, for one, am not interested in being one of those protest-joining people we call 'activists'. Honestly, because of the activists I've met, I'm not impressed with what they do.

Forcing people who clearly do not want any part of their activities is one thing that turns me off, precisely because I'm the kind of person who doesn't think I can change anything by joining the protests held by the students and afterwards proclaiming myself as one of the few who "stands up and does, at the very least, something for the people".

Don't get me wrong, it's not that I think the activists' attempts are entirely futile, but it's just that I'm just not the type of person who can help with such things. I would just be a burden.

I do want to do something for my society, but not now. I don't feel as if my time has come to act yet, but I know that someday, I will. I'm not apathetic to my country, I care very much. It's just that I really don't think I'm of much use. Besides, I'm not willing to scream my voice hoarse just for something that I feel unnecessary to do anyway.

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"Smart people speak out only when they have something to say. Fools speak out when they want to say something."

"Fools only care to show how smart they are."

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I'll do my part on changing the world.

But only after studied and learned enough. :)

Friday, July 07, 2006

Getting busier by the day

To be honest, I'm already starting to admit that I agree with my friends who've gone through their first year in college. The first few weeks are exciting, but soon, it becomes boring. Boring in the sense that classes seem to be the last thing on my mind (even though I promised it will be on the top of my priority list).

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Already, the work load is piling up, field trip here, field trip there, exam here, practical test there. It's getting confusing, but I'm having a lot of fun. I have to say, I'm learning lots of new things everyday. :)

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I need to get more sleep.

Specially since tomorrow, I'll be spending the night at Ate Kit's! :D

yay!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

ang pag 1, 2, 3.

Noong isang araw, dahil sa may PE ako na Social Dance at kailangan akong mag-palda, naisipan kong isuot na lang ito imbis na dalhin, para hingi gaanong nakakapagod.

Lingid sa aking kaalaman, hindi ito magandang ideya para sa araw na ito.

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10:30 na nang matapos kame ni Rejoice kumain sa Katag. Lumabas kami, at tumungo sa harap ng FC. Nakalayo na kame ng kaunti, nang maisip namin na hindi pala kami dapat doon, kundi sa likod ng FC. Hindi nga pala TOKI ang sasakyan namin, kundi IKOT.

Mainit ang araw! Napapagod na kame! Pero... kailangan. Lumakad kaming muli pabalik at nang di lumaan ay napunta na rin sa malapi sa sakayan na dinadaanan ng IKOT.

Naghintay kame ng Jeep na kaunti lang ang pasahero, at di nagtagal, may dumaan na jeep na iisa lang ang pasahero. Pinara ko yung jeep at nang tumigil, malapit kame sa may harap. Biglang sabi ni Rejoice, "Ericka, gusto mo sa harap?"

Dahil sa alam kong daanan iyun at hindi gaanong gusto ng mga jeep ang pinaghihintay sila, sinabi ko na lang agad na "Oo!"

At sumakay nga si Rejoice, sumunod ako.

Nahirapan ako! Bukod sa ang taas ng maliit na tapakan, ang taas pa ng hahakbangan ko papaloob ng jeep! Grabe. NAKAPALDA(above the knees) PA AKO !!!

Tapos ako pa yung nasa labas. Buti na lang may pantakip ako na bag. Wooh.

Tawa na kame ni Rejoice nang tawa. Hindi pala tama na sumakay kame sa harap. Pero sige okay lang. Experience toh!

Maya-maya, bumaba na yung isa pang pasahero, at kame na lang ni Rejoice yung naiwan. Tawa pa rin kame nang tawa. wala nang ibang pasaherong sumakay pa.

Inanticipate namin ni Rejoice yung pagdating sa gym dahil sa pagbaba ko. Wooh! Mas madaling bumaba!

at pagbaba naman, ay hindi namin alam kung bakit, pero muntik nang mapatid si Rejoice! Kaya tawa na naman kame ng tawa.

Pero bigla kong na-feel na may kulang. Tumatawa pa rin si Rejoice, at nakikitawa ako, pero napapaisip ako.

Bigla akong napatigil at tinanong si Rejoice, "Rejoice, nagbayad ka ba?"

Hindiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! hindi kame nakapagbayad ni Rejoice!!!! Dahil sa kakatawa namin, at marahil na rin sa walang nagaabot ng bayad, nawala sa isip namin!!

Paglingon namin ay wala na si mamang jeep! hindi namin talaga sinasadya!!!

Pero hindi naman hiningi ni mamang jeep. Pero nakakahiya dahil katabi pa naman niya kame!

Hindi namin sinasadyang mag1, 2, 3! at first time ko iyon!

Hay. Sinasabi na nga ba. Dapat hindi ako nagpalda. Kundi lang dahil sa PE. -_-

Upset

How many times do I have to hear them?

How many times must they tell me what to do?

I've done what I had to do. But what did she do? she gave me the cold shoulder. And so will I.

Ma-pride, you say?

Isn't it just the right thing to do instead of insisting myself on her? If she won't talk to me, then I won't talk to her. That way, whatever happened won't be repeated. It makes me sad yes, but equally annoyed at her stupidity. But I don't care. Let me be the 'demon' in this game. It's always me anyway.

The lectures were inevitable, I know. But how many more times must I hear it? ugh.

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You.

Are you confused?

That's because you're not supposed to get what I'm saying. You couldn't and you shouldn't.

Don't ask me about this, it will only annoy me.

Don't make a remark about it, I might get angry.

Don't give me pity, I don't want it, nor do I need it.

I don't want anyone to talk to about this. It's fine. >_<

It's done. Forget about it.

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School's so much more fun - though tiring. :p